Rubbers?
 

I am wondering about using l rubber I am worry about getting a std as I had one once but I would like to feel a throbbing cock in my mouth

Hand jobs tea bagging?

If you are able to find a busy gh arcade . . you can try out various things and hopefully have multiple dicks to experiment with. Sounds like an overly-cautious married str8 man would be an ideal match for you. They're out there. Good Luck!

I hope so I want to give A blow job feeling a throbbing cock in my mouth but can't bring home a std

I'm curious as well...
 

I want to try but very nervous.. I guess you'd have to pass a condom thru and let them put in on? let me know if you try!

very good chance that they will expect you want your ass fucked . . . but . . . I guess that's up to you once they shove their gloved dick back thru the gh. I suppose it's better than nothing . . . but the latex keeps you from feeling that glorious hot, fleshy meatiness of throbbing erect cock working toward shootin a massive load of creamy delicious goodness.

If their is a cautious married guy in Chicago area I am looking for same

All I would ask is that you leave the filled condom somewhere easily found by men (like me) who want to empty the contents into their mouths.

I would like to watch live b. J.

Where you at? I'm sure there are many cocksuckers out there that would be happy to indulge your fantasy.