Need help, I just bitched out
 

I just bitched out on sucking my first cock, I really wanted to suck it too. It was ten inches cut, older male maybe late 30s. He seemed like a mountain man with a deep powerful voice, Im so pissed I bitched out, how can I avoid that in the future?

A few suggestions:

First, get yourself really REALLY horny before you try sucking cock. Edge yourself beforehand and make sure not to cum. I usually watch sissy videos and edge myself before hitting gloryholes and by the time I get there, I'm willing to do anything.

Second, try bringing flavored condom's with you. When a cock comes through the hole, put it on him (or ask him to put it on). If he doesn't want to, wait for another cock. Results may vary but a lot of guys seem willing to wear one if it means getting head.

Finally, just force yourself to do it. Don't think, just do. Trust me, we've all been there. You just have to push yourself beyond the tipping point. When I first started going to the gloryholes, I was nervous as hell. My leg would shake uncontrollably and I felt sick to my stomach. But I forced myself to try it. I did the condom suggestion (and still do) and once I had sucked a few cocks, it became more natural. Fast forward to years later and now I strip down to my bra and panties the moment I enter a booth and even share booths so guys can fuck me hard and dirty. The nerves will go away. Just give yourself time.

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Poppers, Baby Poppers...They will get you exactly where you want to be to suck cock over and over