There are many little steps you can take to begin thinking of yourself as a cocksucker and break down your inhibitions so you will be ready when the big moment arrives. Some that have helped me include:
1. Definitely watch cocksucking, cum eating, and gloryhole trainers.
2. Buy a mid-sized dildo and suck on it while you watch.
3. Get used to eating your own cum, and try a few self-facials if you are limber enough.
4. Definitely start out at an arcade rather that trying to hook up on line or at a bar.
5. Do a little research to find one with gloryholes and a decent amount of action. Even then, be prepared to visit a few times to find what you are looking for.
6. Before you vist, abstain from jacking off long enough to be pretty horny when you go.
7. Consider posting online when you will be going, mostly to help get yourself more into the mood.
8. Crossdress discretely, like wearing panties, a garter belt, and stockings under your pants and possibly some light nail polish, if you enjoy doing so at home.
9. Try having one (1) drink at a nearby bar if that helps take the edge off for you.
10. Spend just a bit of time in the front of the ABS before heading back to the arcade. It may help you adjust to the situation, and feeders may notice you.
11. Definitely watch a video channel with lots of cocksucking and cum eating.
12. Get youself hard and enjoy stroking youself to all those big hard cocks and huge cumloads, without edging or getting too close to cumming.
13. At this point you should be pretty well primed to suck a cock when someone enters a neighboring booth. Don't be shy about checking him out through the hole, motioning with your finger, or putting your mouth to the hole.
14. Don't be to choosy about size, age, etc the first time out, but you can insist on basic cleanliness.
15. At the moment of truth you need to just go for it...it won't suck itself! Hopefully, some or most of the above steps have gotten you worked up to where you won't think twice about it.
Any other ideas? I predict that you will never hesitate again after your first time, even after a long break. "Once a cocksucker, always a cocksucker" definitely seems to be true in that sense.
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